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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
I like to cut on my clothes

Hey everyone...

I know I took a hiatus, I should be back into business soon. I'm going to get dsl and another hardrive so that I can have more space on my pc. . . then you all will be seeing and hearing more of me. I know you miss me.


It surprises me how many people read my blog. I'm flattered.


Anyway.... about 3 days ago I cut up an old UAB basketball shirt I had. It was worn around the collor and I didn't wear it too much any way. I adjusted it to fit my body and cut slits in the sleeves... then tied them up. I put a wife beater underneath so I wouldn't show too much of my boooody. (ya know, didn't want to cause crashes and such).

I got alot of compliments... alot of people hit on me that day...

but of course there is always negative feedback. One of my sorors' boyfriend told me that it was a waste of clothes. I wish he could explain to me how that could be if I was wearing the shirt. I like it better than I did before so I will probably wear it often. smh.

Anyway,

I picked up some thread and needles so I could hem it up. Hopefully, if I do that, I can wash it and it will last longer. When I get my cord for my camera, Ill show you all my latest creations.





Bad news....

i went over my bill by about 170 minutes. My mother is going to kill me.

BUT...

I took precaution and I'm going to send her a 100 dollar bill through wally world today... hopefully that will calm her down a bit.




I had a movie night the night before last.

It was kind of lame.... sadly.

I held it for my little cousin.. who is actually 19 because he was bored and he was home from school for the summer.. So I thought he might meet some of my friends. ..


He left before the movie started, I was kind of upset to say the least.

upset to the point where I don't care if he becomes a Kappa or not.

he stays in those pink shirts, smh.
yuck.

he's always talking about how everyone wants to pick him up, but he says he is leaning toward the Kappas. I really wished he would pick what was best for him, but I just wish it wasn't the kappas. My least favorite frat. I don't hate them... I just would hesitate... seriously, dating one.



Well,

I got Reason on my pc.

Now I have to figure out how to use it. I got rid of Fruity loops. It was garbage. I made some beats on this thing my friend had and they said they were fire. I'll upload one when I get a change. I'm really excited about this Reason thing. Maybe I can get into small time producing.



This is a public announcement.

I'm tired of being single.

Yes. The mighty Berry has succombed to the forces of nature and is ready to settle down.

Being single is great and all and I needed to be single for a while to get myself together. I enjoy my time with Jennifer and my friends but I need:

Someone to put my time and effort into.
To be held by someone who loves me. (I miss that so much)
To be able to talk to someone about anything.. whenever we want to.
Someone who can understand where I'm coming from.
Someone who GENUINELY cares for ME. Who can respect me and what I want, I don't ask for much.
Someone I can keep giving to.
Someone who is honest, trustworthy and has the patience to deal with me.
Someone who understands my reasons for being natural, loves and supports it.
Someone who is strong, open minded and able to have an intelligent convo.
Someone who can keep me motivated.
Someone who tries their best to do what is right and cares for others.
Someone I can do mushy stuff with and for and not feel stupid as hell.

.. it helps if they are into music, talented in someway (music, art, theater, computers...) and willing to try new things.

what I have to give: everything, except my dignity.

physically: I have to be able to look at you... or it just won't work.

btw... I won't go out with anyone wearing a pink or lavender shirt. You better turn around and change that shit.

Not that I think its gay.... .but... its gay.

lol, j/k. Actually, that's what most people think my reasons are... but that's not it. I actually think that it's just ugly. I don't wear pink and it makes men look weak and lame to me. Not always gay.


Jennifer told me she would give me a $50 bill if I could find a boyfriend that I actually liked by the end of August. Think I can do it?

Stay tuned.





Oh... and by the way.


Those of you who complain about my blog to your friends and what not...

try taking it up with me. you can do that 3 ways:

~send me and email at berry.unique@gmail.com
~leave a comment at the end of the entry
~or leave a tag message


I dare you.

punk butt sissies.

ps... i auditioned for a film

i think i got the part... keep ur fingers crossed.



Posted at 03:24 pm by black_berry

cinnamon
July 21, 2005   10:57 AM PDT
 
hey dear! i am looking forward to see your creations.. you should definetely check out www.craftster.org . and don't listen negative feedback and just keep going.. being crafty rocks real! ;)


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You are listening to :Jin: Fuck the Tsunami Song



You got it twisted, If you think I'm here to cock block
On a bunch of  no talent wanna-be shock jocks
Nah
And they say it's all freedom of speech
Well you just lost yours, read them and weep
Wont be happy until you're fired
My peoples is pissed holmes
And I bet you not a solo miss jones
Miss who? My point exact
and tell the rest of your staff  that they need up clean up they're act
fuck the tsunami song and whoever thought of it
matter fact, fuck the engineer that recorded it
and the brains behind the scenes that applauded it
anything for ratings huh?
this shit is corporate
that little bullshit statement has gotta be, the worlds most half ass apology
thousands are still getting discovered each day
how dare you compare a life to a weeks pay
interesting, y'all quick to have a smack fest
but those that really need to ain't get slapped yet
and its rare that I'm even rapping pissed
jin is far from a human rights activist
so dont take this in a political fashion
nope its just a good old lyrical bashing
in fact I'm making it a mission of mine
wont stop till every last petition is signed
hip hop is designed to unify the masses
and we demand that you be denied the access
radio is whack, yo somebody gotta say this
same five songs on every single playlist (god)
and bad karma is the worst way to go
so I pray that god has mercy on your soul

yea
i mean you know I was gonna have something to say about this whole situation
cause for some odd reason
whenever some shit like this happens in regards to my peoples in the
society, in the media
it always manages to get swept under the rug
or end up right below the radar for some reason
like it never happened
but let it be any other race and this shit woulda been hit the fan

all my soldiers out there
its time for our voices to be heard yo
its no more of that shit
but you know I got love for everyone
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that's why I love hip hop cause it bring us all together
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dont let it be your peoples that they dissin next time
making fun of they tradgedys just for a cheap laugh
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know what I'm saying
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yeah
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