You know you been gone a while when people you don't know are signing your wall with..... " I fucked her in the ass..."
Homie, you wish.
I went to bible study last Tuesday, it almost made me cry... several times. I'm going again this tuesday. I learn that I really need to let go of any grudges I have because it isn't going to do anything but hurt me. So all those people that I don't talk to because I don't like them,
I'm going to be talking to u again.
I also learned some things about relationships that made me want to cry too.
By the way, Chris, I don't want you to think that I think that you aren't sexy or beautiful. You are. The message didn't say that you weren't. It just said... that you got hit by a damn truck. It killed you... cuz you got hit by a truck.
But... if it really hurt your feelings, I'm sorry. Its been bothering me lately.
On to other things.....
I feel like I'm just doing everything... I've been modeling at least once a week for the past 2 months.
~My hair is mad long.
~Today is Halloween and I'm dressed like a Zeta. If I can, tonight, I'll dress like a Sigma.
~I'm DJing at the BSAC halloween party tonight.
~I'm making mad progress on my bass guitar.
~I went to Amani Raha Saturday night: the night of the classic. I had alot of fun. DJ Rahdu called me and put my name on the list. I was so excited because he is the BEST DJ I know and he called me. I'm gonna be a Soul Rebel!
Homie, you wish.
I went to bible study last Tuesday, it almost made me cry... several times. I'm going again this tuesday. I learn that I really need to let go of any grudges I have because it isn't going to do anything but hurt me. So all those people that I don't talk to because I don't like them,
I'm going to be talking to u again.
I also learned some things about relationships that made me want to cry too.
By the way, Chris, I don't want you to think that I think that you aren't sexy or beautiful. You are. The message didn't say that you weren't. It just said... that you got hit by a damn truck. It killed you... cuz you got hit by a truck.
But... if it really hurt your feelings, I'm sorry. Its been bothering me lately.
On to other things.....
I feel like I'm just doing everything... I've been modeling at least once a week for the past 2 months.
~My hair is mad long.
~Today is Halloween and I'm dressed like a Zeta. If I can, tonight, I'll dress like a Sigma.
~I'm DJing at the BSAC halloween party tonight.
~I'm making mad progress on my bass guitar.
~I went to Amani Raha Saturday night: the night of the classic. I had alot of fun. DJ Rahdu called me and put my name on the list. I was so excited because he is the BEST DJ I know and he called me. I'm gonna be a Soul Rebel!
~ I have a bust of my head that one of the art students gave me when I modeled for the art class. It's sitting on my dreser. It freaks people out when they walk in my room.
~I need to take a pic of what I'm wearing because i'm feeling sexy today.. maybe tonight. I'll describe it: ZPHIB shirt tied up in the back and a jean jacket with a long ankle length checkered (blue and white) skirt, white k swizz a black scarf tied with a night, and my black hat (when i crossed zeta) with my number on it. I want to where the same outfit with kkpsi and a one on my hat instead of deuce. I need to get some money to get some girl kkpsi shirts made.
~ I want a new bass... apparently mine sucks. I know that its probably because I suck on the bass personally, but my teacher said my bass wasn't worth crap.
~I want som 1200s so I can DJ too.
~I'm extremely active in ZPHIB, I'm the social chair right now... I'm going to state meet this november.
oooo... btw... I met some old zetas fri. night at the sigma party. They are soooo cool. mayne. When I say those zetas are the SH*T.... they are.. they stepped and put me to shame. I learned SOO many new strolls its ridiculous.. I'm not gonna remember none of them to teach any one though.
Some dude came up to me at the club...
~I need to take a pic of what I'm wearing because i'm feeling sexy today.. maybe tonight. I'll describe it: ZPHIB shirt tied up in the back and a jean jacket with a long ankle length checkered (blue and white) skirt, white k swizz a black scarf tied with a night, and my black hat (when i crossed zeta) with my number on it. I want to where the same outfit with kkpsi and a one on my hat instead of deuce. I need to get some money to get some girl kkpsi shirts made.
~ I want a new bass... apparently mine sucks. I know that its probably because I suck on the bass personally, but my teacher said my bass wasn't worth crap.
~I want som 1200s so I can DJ too.
~I'm extremely active in ZPHIB, I'm the social chair right now... I'm going to state meet this november.
oooo... btw... I met some old zetas fri. night at the sigma party. They are soooo cool. mayne. When I say those zetas are the SH*T.... they are.. they stepped and put me to shame. I learned SOO many new strolls its ridiculous.. I'm not gonna remember none of them to teach any one though.
Some dude came up to me at the club...
dude: are you in school?
me: yea
Dude: what school?
me: UAB, you?
dude: I'm not in school. What is your major?
me: PMT
dude: you know what my major would be if I were in school?
me: what? (waiting for somethings stupid)
dude: All about you.
me: that's cute.. .holla at you lata
it was funny though.
I got a GOOD amount of sleep last night. I went to sleep at 7pm and woke at 9 am. I think I caught up for all the sleep I miss all the time.
There was a time that I lived for God.
There was a time that I lived for my family.
There was a time that I lived for my boyfriend.
There was a time that I lived for my organizations.
When will I live for myself?
Should I live for myself...
or is it RIGHT to live for others..... I'm sure I SHOULD live for God but....
How can I live for God when I don't know...
The path that He wants me to follow.
Living for my family worked for a while.
Gave me inspiration to stay alive
cuz it would hurt my family.... if I died.
Time heals all wounds though
I'm sure they would pull through
I lived for my boyfriend
For the future we could have had
He freed me from loneliness, he made me laugh
me: yea
Dude: what school?
me: UAB, you?
dude: I'm not in school. What is your major?
me: PMT
dude: you know what my major would be if I were in school?
me: what? (waiting for somethings stupid)
dude: All about you.
me: that's cute.. .holla at you lata
it was funny though.
I got a GOOD amount of sleep last night. I went to sleep at 7pm and woke at 9 am. I think I caught up for all the sleep I miss all the time.
There was a time that I lived for God.
There was a time that I lived for my family.
There was a time that I lived for my boyfriend.
There was a time that I lived for my organizations.
When will I live for myself?
Should I live for myself...
or is it RIGHT to live for others..... I'm sure I SHOULD live for God but....
How can I live for God when I don't know...
The path that He wants me to follow.
Living for my family worked for a while.
Gave me inspiration to stay alive
cuz it would hurt my family.... if I died.
Time heals all wounds though
I'm sure they would pull through
I lived for my boyfriend
For the future we could have had
He freed me from loneliness, he made me laugh
Showed me what love was like, never made me sad
but good things..... never last
I lived for my organizations
Organizations keep me busy
They make me feel they need me
Or things won't get done
But with too much work, there's less fun
But should I live for myself?
Or should I live for others?
Should I should I be selfish?
Or give my life in service...?
How can I be selfish
though it hurts to care
who am I to complain
when Jesus paid the ultimate pain?
what am I to do....
I guess I'll never know....
I better settle with somethin
Or this temple just might blow.
@~
I lived for my organizations
Organizations keep me busy
They make me feel they need me
Or things won't get done
But with too much work, there's less fun
But should I live for myself?
Or should I live for others?
Should I should I be selfish?
Or give my life in service...?
How can I be selfish
though it hurts to care
who am I to complain
when Jesus paid the ultimate pain?
what am I to do....
I guess I'll never know....
I better settle with somethin
Or this temple just might blow.
@~